Rain Storms

For one moment...
I breath in the air deeply,
and I see my jaded reflection

A cat looks at me from a distance and laughs at my ignorance.
Will I ever know?
He yawns...

Los Angeles rain storms bring forth a shift in perception...
A rare excitement...the coming of a new season...
A new life in the making.

I am selfish.
again, I run...
Phase 4? 5? 6?
When does it end?

A weekend far away from everything I used to crave.
Those days were bliss...

I am reality...