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I do feel the shift
once again you ride the wave.
and you tried to say goodbye
but I didnt understand
too young.
give me a couple of years

I want it to be known
that I do not admit defeat.
but a greater understanding
of identities. and me.
i should know of truth

What can be said about those memories
locked away in regret
and those ugly dolls drowning in fine spirits
as they plot their revenge.

Young eyes and sad faces
what you hide is unexplained but understood
by me and you.
that's what makes it special.

lets go and swim
in the icey waters
lets scream again like we did last spring
show me again
I should know of truth.

simple elegance

I heard that its not until we find ourselves in those simple moments
that we begin to expand our perspective
Those moments when love and fear give root to the secrets
growing in our subconscious dream.

And in that simple moment we have a vision of the future
and you see yourself standing where you are
and you may cry or you may laugh
and you begin to reflect on the person you have become.

self image
who is it you think you are?
I am you and you are me
in our own personal image

theres only yes
our personal perspective
and us blindly agreeing with it

selfrealization
becoming aware of the observer
unifying the two dimensions of thought
a lucid dream

a simply elegant frequency

Monday Monday

Its not Monday but it feels like one
Im feeling a bit blue
eventhough I hate that expression

I felt like giving up again today
and leave it all.

As quickly as I get excited about something
The feelings seems to wither away
and I dont recall how it is I saw the light in the first place.

I called my mom today
like I do on mondays when I feel this way
i realized today
I can no longer take comfort in those words from the womb
she no longer knows me the way I know myself.
the battle is mine to fight.

I felt like screaming today
Monday makes me feel that way sometimes.
I dont know where time will lead in the days to come
I want to understand the patterns of my feelings
and return to LA.

And then I hear a voice.
"Center yourself and refocus"
Its that voice of wisdom that visits me from time to time
I know what I have to find
it's not heaven or hell
it exist within

I am here and there at the same time.
find the center...