"thinking" while I "work"

I sometimes think about the way that I see the world...the experiences Ive had throughout my life that have built the identity from which all my new experiences are then associated to my past...
Isnt it amazing that since we all have a different past then the way we all experience life is drastically different...and though you may share an experience with someone and you may think you both experienced the same thing (such as a walk in the park) the only similarity in our experience is our observation... and yet everything that comes to mind throughout that observation is only relevant to you...the experience is yours but the moment is out there for everyone...

and yet something is still missing...Who is experiencing the "right" experience?...is there only one "real" experience?...When we dig further into this matter we have to take into consideration that what we observe is not exactly what is in front of us...numerous studies prove that what our eyes see is NOT what we ourselves are consciously aware of...that our brain is the one that actually produces the holograms that we think is the physical world outside of us...in a way this makes me believe that everything "out there" is actually within us...and it is unique to everyone...but we're not aware of how unique it actually is...Its easy to assume that we all share a similar experience and feel the same emotions but what we think about other people is actually only a reflection of ourselves...

so then what is matter and everything else that seeminly sorrounds us? Well all matter including our bodies and even our brain is actually waves of energy vibrating at specific frequencies...the moment we observe something then that frequency is experienced as matter but that experience is actually all happening within us...we live in a holographic universe!

so Im really writting this for my own benefit...its nice to be able to make a connection that seemingly takes me to the root of our purpose in life... and yet this is just the beggining...there is so much more to know! lets make known the unknown!!!