Almost time for bed...
I just got back from Cafe Coco and I must say I had a LOVELY time...lol
I went with Grey...we talked for the longest about humanity and evolution and a bunch of other things...it was great...
We also talked about what is missing in my life...and it dawned on me....when I became deppressed on September 5th 2003 for my own private reasons, I gave my goals up....I gave up on school and I gave up on what I wanted to do in college....I began worrying about the present and forgot about my future....
Where do I see myself in 10 years doing what Im currently doing? I see myself....doing the exact same thing!
I do not want that....I feel that Im missing out on college, I feel im missing out on too many experiences that I cannot afford to miss...Im tired of growing up so fast...and I feel that I AGAIN have to make a drastic lifestyle change...
I need to sit down with my mom and dad...
let them know that my interest in university is back!
Move back with my parents/or find a room mate to help me with bills
and then go for it!
now I want to stay in Nashville...so MTSU and all that is out of the question...
Im thinking Belmont....though I dont know what they have to offer in the film department...
Im pretty sure I want to major in Film and Psychology...
ok...
hopefully when I wake up tommorrow I will be equally as motivated...
There is a spider on my wall so I am going to kill it!
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