Hey...
*sigh*...I hope everyone had a good friday night...I kinda did, till I fucked things up,lol...lets start from the beggining...
Well work went well, I was so glad it was friday...played a few April Fool jokes on some people...none really fell for it....except my older bro....told him we had an earthquake in Nashville...lol...and I told Grey I got into a wreck...
So I came home....and I took a nap....Tim called me and we were gonna go out to eat...so he came by...and I got ready...
we were gonna go to either The Mirror,Family Wash, or Acorn....for some stupid reason we went to Family Wash....it was horrible...the music was anoying...the food was ok but all in all the whole scene sucked and by the time we left we were not satisfied....so we go have dessert at The Trace....it was nice....we sit...and the waitor comes and Tim gets a sour apple Martini...so I go like "OH Ill have one of those too!"(I was thinking he'd ID me and we'd have a good laugh) but NO! he brought me a sour apple Martini...to my surprise it was really good...tasted like a sour apple jolly rancher....and I love jolly ranchers....needless to say...we ate dessert and talked for like 1 hours....had like 3 green apple martinis each....I was pretty drunk.....seeing Im not use to drinking and I dont really know when Ive had enough....
So originally we were gonna come to my house and play some board game...but we were both so buzzed...we were like..."lets go to play" and we did....
Get this....the guy in the front door ID's me...and he looks at it really hard...he is about to put the X's on my hand...and me again jokingly...I said...."Dude...Im 21" and he kinda gets nervous and he is like...ohh oops oh yeah my bad...and lets me by.....I was SHOCKED! 2 times in a row! never!...am I losing my boyish looks? or maybe it was because I hadnt shaved lol...and then he comes up to me and is like....oh here's ur free beer ticket...and I was like....thanks lol...
Free beer? so yeah my poor judment came into play again....by the end of the night I had drank 3 beers...plus the 3 martinis....yeah....I had a very good time....
but at what expense?...
I came home...and completly lost it.....I think I must have text'ed messaged Billy like 10 times and called him a few too....it was 3am....and I was crying....
I cannot belive I did that...I woke up this morning and felt so stupid...I dont even remember if he answered the phone....
I texted message him to apologize...but i havent gotten a response....I just feel completly stupid right now...
Im gonna try not to stress over it....hopefully he will understand and have a good laugh and just make fun of me for it...
damn
but anyways....Anna is coming....and Claire and Damon....and I hope Robin too....
I need to stick to safe "at home" hang outs...
Love
Co
